Hello 2009, Please be nice to me

Hello hello hello,

Well as promised to myself i would start blogging more so yay here i go....Work is going a little better, even thought they made me work Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Years i dont think they will do that to me again. OR I will make sure it never happens again. hehehe I will be evil if they make me. I'm not afraid to be.

Social life is going better. Since going to cirlce group (pagan power) and hanging out with more people that understand me and dont judge me all the time (like work) I feel better about myself. I dont feel as crappy as I did last year, all sad and depressed all the time. Now its just some of the time. Still issues I need to work out with myself and since new ones came up (will explain further down) I'm trying to deal with them without having to go to therapy but i feel that i will lose that battle and probably soon

For those that didnt know, my father died in September and its been really hard for me to deal with it. It's getting better day by day, but I was daddy's little girl and I'm still in the denial stage of not believing he is really gone (hint my other issue). One day at a time, thats all I can do right now. That and talk to my mom and sis, but thats about it.

I think I will try to post 2 blogs a week or more if I feel like it. I encourage you all to comment and interact with my blogs cause this is going to be a hard new years resolution to keep.

tata for now